The Adventure Begins!

     Well, tomorrow I embark on my adventure. I will be flying to Boston and then will end my journey in New York. I am so excited for all that is to come! I have no idea what this trip will bring, but for some reason I have felt a burning desire and have been hearing my inner voices tell me that I need to take this trip and I am done ingorning those voices inside of me. They are telling me something. Who knows what will happen or what I will see? That's the best part! I have no idea what this adenture will bring! What doors will it open? Which doors will it close?
     I feel like there will be a moment that will make me smile and I will think, "oh, thats why my inner voice told me to come here." It may not be a big moment, but it will be a moment nonetheless. I am ready to just take life by the horns and live out the moments it has planned for me.
      This will be a great way for me to just have some time with myself to explore and grow in new ways. It is hard sometimes because there are daily reminders of all the lies that were in my life a few months ago. The things or people I see on a daily basis are all constant reminders of what happened and I hate the feeling it gives me. It always makes me feel like my stomache is on fire or something, my whole body tightens and I just can feel myself getting angry. Anger is such a waste of energy.
    
     I do not think I will ever grasp why this happened, but I am so thankful it did! I wouldn't trade what happened for anything. It was the push I needed! I know what I want. I have accomplished so many personal goals within the last few months that have just made me grow and blossom into a better person.
     I know I am on the right path. I have known it for a long time, what I need to do is readjust the way I see certain people that were a aprt of the unveiling. I need to see them as stepping stones and people that helped me reach this better path. I need to not see them as secret keepers or hurtful, I need to see them in a positive way. I need to, I am hoping my trip inspires me to take a step forward in that mind set. I know it will.
                              

                       "To Thine Own Self Be True"

    That quote could not ring more true. All we can do is be true to ourselves. If you ever feel lost just close your eyes and see what you want. Breathe fully in and fully out and allow yourself to tell you what you want. My whole entire being is telling me that I need to go on an andventure, I am so glad that I am finally listening to myself.
    This will be an adventure. I feel like I am just leaping into the unknown. I have no idea what I will find along the way, but I know that this is a trip that is vital for my growth.
   

  Here I go. (Turning the page to the next Chapter)