2014......I'm really ready for you.

     I don't know about you, but I am so ready for 2014 to be here. 2013 was a year full of unexpected change, betrayal, loss, fighting for whats right, living in the unknown and raw emotions. 2013 was just a wild year and now that I have had these last few days to sit and decompress I feel so numb about everything. I keep looking up to the sky and pleading to the universe for a better tomorrow. I am aware that my 2013 was supposed to happen in order for me to keep growing and evolving, but I just am ready to fully start new and take what I learned and use it. I am so ready to make new friendships and continue to strengthen the old. I am ready for what is to come. 

      I was thinking about what my goals were going to be in the new year. Here are a list of them.

Goals of 2014:

-continue to be a good role model for Gracie and for the other children that I am around.

- be true to who I am 

- always stop and think before I freak out about something

- try to start every morning by laughing or smiling, even if I have to force it at first, I don't think it will stay forced for long

- go on more dates

-go on more adventures

- continue to find time for me.

- hug my mom and dad more

- trust in what is. Even though it is so hard to trust in the unknown, it is important to believe that what is happening is meant to be happening for your journey

- take deeper breathes

- say I love you more to the people I love

-live in the present moment

-drink more water

- keep my heart open

- go to a baseball game

- skydive

- go see more theatre

- finish the last book in the 50 Shades of Grey Trilogy

-continue to find things that inspire me

- spend time with the people I love

- play more boardgames 

- Breathe and trust in each moment.

I am sure I will keep adding to the list throughout the year, but this is a good start.

                                            Cheers to an amazing 2014!